(m)ending

me in uMbra
alone, desolate, dark
that candle? extinguished
it was once my guiding light,
my source of hope.
gone.
j’ai copains
alonE nonetheless
maybe that’s not the case
but it feels that wAy
i see you
laughing, danCing, …
and i wonder how you can…
seem so Unaffected
me? i’m. s.o. miserable.
you don’t even acknowLedge me
no hug, no hi(!)
nothing.
totally ignored.
helP me understand
tAlk to me.